i talk to da almighty lord as i look upon the sky
slowly i start to Vigilize the day i die
walkin up the street, i suddenly feel bullets bombin' my chest
then i hear his safety click, no more bullets left
rushin' to the hostipal. 187 they gotta the catch criminal
my father screamin as i die "who shot at you"
i can feel the pressure on my chest as i try to breathe
i can see god's light, finally its time to leave
thinkin' back on the sins i committed
catching innocent lil jooks cuz to cop a fitted
masterminding dope deals & robberys
even tho im surrounded by people im always alone it doesnt bother me
to see, this corrupted society, & how people think
Get Rich Or Die Tryin' like 50 thats my Mentalty
as i think back sum more, saying i was bad n i always negative
but im real to myself so i neva got on my knees & beg
i juss try to hustle to make it back on my bed
while im sleepin' tru happiness feels my head
when im a wake & im alive
i think to my self "shit another day i gotta try to survive"
i rather juss die and get it ova with
i got nuttin else to live for after i lost my "first kiss"
srry i couldnt live as an angel, i had to be a demon see
Fuck All Yall Only God Can Judge Me
Lord lemme Live. i Dont Wanna Die
in the event of my demise, gotta cross on my side
tears coming down my eyes i guess its time to die
damn the pearly gates are really that beautiful, its a sight to see
hopefully, god will gimme the ability to enter his kindom, possiblity
or im heading down to hell, where Darkness Compales
cant even see ur shadow, its like god has ur soul on sell
cross the river of death, Livin' Dante's Inferno
up in the hood, ur snitch iz fuckin' ur silly hoe
neva did i wanna go, neva did i wanna die slow
i juss wanted to enter god's hands, n juss do me wit my sick flow
people will neva understand when its there time to die
people will always question u lord, but i always have u by my side
Lord lemme Live. i Dont Wanna Die
in the event of my demise, gotta cross on my side
tears coming down my eyes i guess its time to die