5 years of hell and it's getting worse
It seems the only way I get a gift is if I stay away - it's a curse
I rather risk dying for one shot to ask why
Cause I am tired of living as I slowly die
I can't get these fucking things out of me
Pins and pain and insanity
Who knew back in 97
Cause this shit isn't a game I just want to go back to heaven
Facing every karma I didn't even do or earn
They won't stop or leave me alone - how do I let it burn
I'm fucking tired, what am I supposed to learn with armies against me
Praying for death almost every nite and they just can't see
You don't have me locked in - I will NEVER answer to what they demand
You won't get away with hurting or stalking me - I can't wait until the last hand
Get them fucking off me!
You will NEVER take me from my NMB90
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It's so fucking sick and disgusting and getting worse. I don't know how to make them stop.
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How can my God keep letting them do this to me? Especially spiritually. As soon as I say Lord the stupid fucking bitch prays. I didn't sign up for or ever give permission for that or this. And sleeping me? I thought everyone on this earth get free will so how does that happen? How I unlock the fucking door for them? How did they get in? Nah this IS serious bitch.
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I hope youre shredded millimeter by millimeter in slow motion until you fucking dust away and that's still not enough for me to feel better.
I need more help please. I don't understand this shit.
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LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID FUCKING OBSESSED BITCH. I can't wait until someone makes you. They started in 97 (well 95) but for sure they knew the whole story in 97. Who knew MY business and culture and story in 97? Cause I didn't.
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PLEASE JUST GET THEM FUCKING OFF ME. I DON'T CARE IF EVERYBODY HATES ME JUST GET THEM THE FUCK UP OFF ME.