Thank you @frankiemc I don't try to be weird but like once you snap and just not give a fuck what most people think any more it's hard to real back in normal after insanity. I guess that's the best way I can explain it.
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ESPECIALLY here... I can't act like this at all around my family - they'd lock me up QUICK. Not to be mean to me just white people have low tolerance for mental illness - it's like taboo to them.
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And then everyone else and most people act like the shit is contagious.