Quoting The Silence.
Among a room, a bothered past, there sit a bothered class..
I take a step to the commotion. To find out that father passed..
I pounce, and gasp. But just cant seem to catch my breath..
I feel depressed, an alcoholic. But inside my secrets kept..
As it reeks of death. I make a boisterous noise,
........................................to end the awkward silence..
We began sitting silent. As my only thoughts were violent..
Not noticing how fast time went. As I sit alone hurting..
Feeling as if yesterday was my first birthday!
.............................................But tomorrow I turn thirty..
I sit in anguish, take my pack of smokes. Another cig I light..
A fathers all you have. With no mother figure in your life..
Now hes gone, I cant believe. Ive got nothing, nothing see..
Take a man with everything..
....................................Minus money, and you leave me..
As I walk around with fright. Calling me crazy? You might..
Having a sense of death in touch..
..........................................Not a single person white..
My knees buckling, I fall on fours. No chuckling of course..
Taking a glance up at his coffin. Tears pummeling my pores..
I don’t get this it hurts, I have a pickiness with my words..
And I try to say a prayer..
...........................But this sudden sickness gets worse..
I stand at the stool, Im a tall man, a pest. My pausing is less..
As I reach around my neck, and lie my cross on his chest..
I inhale than exhale, the smell of the rose. I stand on my toes..
As I give him a kiss on the forehead..
..............................................Than the coffin, is closed..
Feeling insane. Approaching his grave, I might visit him soon..
As I stop, take out my handkerchief. And wipe of his tome..
I look back, the past hurts. From kneeling, my back hurts..
As I stand at his grave, still remembering his last words..
"Love is red, and now its gone. My heart is slightly violet.."
As those were his last words. I Quote-un-Quote the Silence..
Rest in peace:
Beloved father and son.