Medicated.
Dull. like a pencil that writes these sloppy letters...
Everything is in focused in on 20/20 so I can see it better...
Is it this mistrust that fuels the fear?
My Emotions inside are so mixed, but in the outside...so clear...
Does the truth, only speak when its behind the present?
How can all these feelings I feel, fade away with a sentence..
Is it focus? This focus that I lacked but now is back?...
Is that difference in me now? Is it just that?....
The more I question the more I return with no clue...
Except the nothing, but what can that mean to you?...
Is it meaningless? or does it prove the worst?...
Is it because I can see reality that I'm writing this verse?...
Am I pessimistic? Is this me? can I now see everything?...
Does this awareness mean good? bad? does it mean something?!...
I dwell, only a problem that I can fix..
So in return I feel nothing, I'm lifeless.
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