Leaks in my heart
Strum strum strum my veins as I’m glum
& saddened at my state- disinterested & chilled
like the organ donations; safely keeping my scars
fresh; in their icebox, to release another day….
And when I do you must flee- or be lynched
by the arteries, as my trachea regurgitates lies;
that you had instilled in my mind- my psyche
was a blank canvas you painted black with despair
and loneliness- yet my heart bled to bring life;
it’s a shame that it bled red, bringing anger & strife …
I walk parched lipped- my tongue twisted in prayer;
as I can’t seem to utter no words of compassion;
to an entity who drenches his own yet leaves me barren;
Am I not his too, or am I a believer of a false one
a misbegotten son went astray- left as a stray…
And did he never look back?- leaving me in filth
making sure it smears the headlines every moment;
whilst I read woes & writhed in self pity…inching
ever closer to reaching the entity- as I had once;
I had once kissed God….my initial high…
Disfigured harpies harp harmonics so discerning
that I spent every penny…buying their services…
then left alone bleeding- my heart leaks lost love
loved ones lost in lost lives left in lost Atlantis…
The praying mantis knocks at my door;
demanding I join it in it’s reverie as a witness;
yet isn’t Jehovah just another waiting to devour
my soul; & impose on me rules, knowing full well
it’s in my petty human nature to break them
as I broke many hearts & was thus heartbroken
bleeding through leakages in my heart…my soul
who’s going to save it when it’s already been sold
Let me pray with a forked tongue- sinning on the fly
eating apples & poisoning my life- my heart & mind…
Let it Leak…let the soul die…