Hate life, Hate myself
by stock
The shadows of extinction pass over us all,
and the light may bypass some.
And though I long,
and though I cry,
I know one day I will dissent into the fire.
The light that brings hope,
that sun that brings happiness,
all I can do is pray that my time comes.
Two pale moths
rise up from my eye sockets
on flickering wings
My lifelong path is so unclear,
morals dead, I am unable to fight.
My golden flame is extinguished,
the flame which guides me true,
I wish I could distinguish,
sadness and Happiness, around fear,
my emptiness is here,
Darkness sucks my spirit dear.
I can hear
the rain outside,
I can feel a spider's touch
Shrouded in a veil of shadows.
No sun shall shine -
For light is divine,
here evil and darkness reign.
Dead trees overhang my black lake of death,
for the birds of doom to rest upon.
I wish the sun would go away.
I want the rain to pour like blood for seven days.
I can feel you
inside me
Running through my veins
I put up so many walls you see,
I tried to lock myself away,
I am so scared of trusting,
lock me in my head, I can keep the key,
you see it’s a prison, a prison being me.
Hate life, Hate you...Hate myself…
I wish me dead, like I do everyone else
And now,
now I'll cut you out