Flashbacks
These thoughts are demonic inside
Polyphonic deprived,
These flash backs are chronically supplied
At the end, always keep my honor and pride
Honestly there’s never been an honest lie
Dramatized, Traumatized
Images so vivid from when I almost died
Been trying to unfollow the ties
All the sorrow taking over by bottles of sky
I always felt I was considered an iconic guy
Super-sonic fly, feeling the bombest high
But demons are creeping and demolish and apply
Every bad thought I ever had now I wanna die
I fight these flashbacks, im about to tell ya why..
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It’s hell swirling inside my head
I wish these flashbacks were lies instead
Demons taking over, my eyes are red
I’m high as fuck, but my mind is dead
Blacked out, visuals sputter in my mind
To relax, I go and sniff another line
It’s butter time, melting in my zone
Off the chain, need help with this dome
Episodes by myself in my home
My life turns to hell when im stoned
It’s triggers some type of frantic thoughts
My grammer is off, sitting waiting till the panic stops
When I smoke, that’s when the manic pops
Satanic cops, I’m burning up like volcanic rocks
These demons can get fucked by gigantic cocks
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Fuck em!
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These flashbacks are taking over my process
Laying off these drugs is what it takes for the progress
My thoughts are wreckless, my thoughts are restless
Ripping off my clothes like an awful necklace
Topple records in almost seconds,
Flashbacks coming, how could I not forget this
Twisted pictures are lifted in my views
Feeling nervous like the beginning of interviews
These flashbacks need to leave this dude’s mind
They seem to take over even when my mood climbs
But I spew rhymes, the new times won’t interfere when this dude grinds
Move dimes, pursue crimes, then continue to do lines
I muster up courage to push, puffing up the bubblegum kush
Mind’s corrupted like bush, I must find a way to change
If nothing changes, nothing changes…I can’t stay the same
-Illustrious.